GirlTankers

things seem to change so quikly and it scary how fast you forget the past and accept this new future as if your not even losing anything.. i feel like i lost soo much and i just keep losing more... im stuck here watching everything pass me by i know i should get up and do something about it but i just cant its like im waiting for something or someone to just come and shake me out of this trance im in but nothing or no one ever seems to come.. i just feel stuck and i dont know what to do to make it go away

I know I'm still young even though I feel old I know my life is just begging not ending. the way I so strongly feel it is I know I have lots of nice things to look forward to and lots of nice people who love me I know I'm talented and will find something I love to do Something that actually feels worth it something I'm good at.. But what I don't know and what scares me to death Is what if when I do grow old I feel it more then now And when my life is really ending.. what if I don't like what I have to look back on What if all the nice things weren't really so nice And all the nice people not really so loving What if my ta

okay this is kind of a to do list.. 1. return my broken camera so I can get a new one to take pictures of my art and actually put up something I drew instead of these old pictures i took before my camera broke... 2. ughh get a new job and stop being so stubborn the job doesn't  matter anymore as long as it pays.. 3. go to fresh start to do my math... i hate math but i need that 30 pure.. little things 1. clean my room 2. do lundry 3. get a DRESS for teffs grad shit that's coming up faster then i thought.. I think that's it..